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I wanted you to see me
我多希望你能看见我
But you were always looking away
可你目光总向别处闪躲
And i tried to turn myself into someone you could stay with
我竭力改变自己想成为你愿停留的伴
I told the others you cared
我对旁人说你心中有我
Even when i knew you didn't
即便早已清楚这只是谎言
You were the silence in the room
你是房间里凝滞的寂静
And i was the noise that never fit
我是始终格格不入的喧嚣
I bent until broken
我一再妥协直至彻底破碎
And i told myself that was devotion
却骗自己这是深情执着
I called it love when it felt more like erosion
明明是蚀骨的消耗我却称之为爱
And i was holding on to a ghost
我紧攥着一场虚幻
Of a promise you never made
攥着你从未许下的承诺
You were the fire at a distance
你是远方遥不可及的火焰
And i was the one who stayed in the shade
我是停在阴影里仰望的人
Find me in the afterglow…
在余晖中寻我吧……
You left pieces of yourself in places i couldn't reach
你将自己的碎片散落在我触不到的角落
And i tried to build a life around the fragments of your speech
我试着以你只言片语的碎片搭建生活的轮廓
But every word was hollow every touch was borrowed time
可每句话都空洞每次触碰都是借来的时光
And i kept pretending it was real while knowing it was mine
我明知一切只是我的执念却仍假装那是真实
What's good for your heart
那些对你有益的选择
Tore holes in my head
却在我心上撕开伤口
What burned in the start
起初炽热的心动
Burned colder instead
最终只剩冰冷的余烬
Find me in the afterglow…
在余晖中寻我吧……
afterglow…
余晖之中……
afterglow…
余晖之中……
afterglow…
余晖之中……
