[00:14.44]New year's eve last year
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[00:18.11]Locked up in my house
[00:20.89]
[00:21.70]I thought that it might be nice
[00:24.88]If I just killed myself
[00:28.15]
[00:28.93]Therapy was going well
[00:32.34]But something wasn't right
[00:35.68]
[00:36.24]I don't know if I can do this
[00:39.89]But I'm terrified
[00:41.80]I won't get to see you in the morning light
[00:48.34]
[00:48.94]If I poison myself even one more night
[00:55.93]
[00:57.10]How could I be
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[01:00.76]Everything that you need
[01:04.39]When the weather's getting colder
[01:08.06]And I'm too drunk to see
[01:11.45]The way you love me
[01:14.44]
[01:15.28]You're the only buzz I need
[01:18.94]Yeah my eyes are blurring over
[01:23.00]'cause when I'm with you I can be sober
[01:28.59]Ah
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[01:41.41]Summer evening careless
[01:45.19]Threw up in our bed
[01:48.22]
[01:48.85]Wish that I could stop this more than the spinning in my head
[01:56.06]So many excuse
[01:58.34]
[01:58.89]That you don't wanna fight
[02:03.42]I don't know if I can help it
[02:07.00]But I'm terrified
[02:08.92]I won't get to see you in the morning light
[02:17.05]How could I be everything that you
[02:23.14]
[02:24.29]When the weather's getting colder
[02:28.01]And I'm too drunk to see
[02:31.36]The way you love me
[02:34.35]
[02:35.18]You're the only buzz I need
[02:38.83]Yeah my eyes are blur over
[02:42.91]Cause when I'm with you I can be sober
[02:47.71]
[02:48.39]All the things I thought I had to do
[02:51.08]Make me fall apart
[02:53.32]
[02:55.67]I just wanna be addicted to
[02:58.68]Everything you are
[03:00.12]
[03:00.67]How could I be everything that you need
[03:07.94]When the weather's getting colder and I'm too deep
[03:13.23]I drunk to hold you the way you hold me
[03:17.93]
[03:18.76]You're the only buzz I need
[03:22.40]Yeah my eyes are blurring over
[03:25.88]
[03:26.48]'cause when I'm with you I can be sober