Smoke and Mirrors (Explicit)

Lost in my own skin

Drowning it pulls me in

The silence echoing

Memories that I can't erase

Chasing death

Back to the start

Never knowing what I want until it falls apart

Buried grief

At the bottom with apathy

The silence echoing

No future I've abandoned hope

Familiar feelings as I'm hanging at the end of my rope

No future without sacrifice

Familar feelings that I'll never get this right

Afraid for when it falls apart

How do you cut the losses from an empty heart

Too late

Where did I go wrong

It's a slow decay

I should've seen all along

Lost in my own skin

Complacent waste

Incinerate

Smoke and mirrors are all I've ever known of my faith

A glass house

and I can't find a way to escape

Buried grief

At the bottom with apathy

A thin line between love and hate

To forget means that I forgave

It's a slow decay

Anxiously withering