Static screaming in my veins again
Mirror shows a fractured silhouette
I scrape the walls inside my skull
Hate the blueprint I was built from
Sunlight burns like acid rain
Flowers wilt at my footsteps' stain
The world's a broken radio
Spitting frequencies I'll never know
I f**king hate myself today
I wanna burn it all away
Then love explodes in fractured light
Bipolar day to manic night
I love everything I see
Ecstasy crashing over me
Just need your hands to pull me through
This war where I'm my own enemy
My heartbeat ticks like a time-bomb fuse
Chase the dragon of confusing hues
One breath I'm king next breath I'm ash
Emotional whiplash emotional crash
Is this disorder or clarity
The monster and the saint in me
Scream for a love that I deserve
While tearing pages from my own worth
I f**king love myself right now
Stars ignite inside my brow
Tomorrow's shadow licks my throat
Watch me drown in highs I wrote
I hate everything I touch
Silver linings rust to dust
Just need your ghost to whisper low
Who could love a lightning show
Love me hate me break me make me
