Ginkgo Drunk
作词：安寻
作曲：安寻
编曲：安寻
制作人：安寻
The ginkgo leaves brush past my ear in the wind
Standing at the alley’s end,I kick the shattered sunset
My shoes scrape old scars on the pavement bricks
Memory’s a weapon,replaying in slow motion
Thump,thump—it carves my heart apart
I tore my ribs out as a torch,to light the way ahead
But you said its blaze was too much to bear
A wedding dress hangs in the room,like a funeral portrait
The“forever” you vowed—a lie turned to ashes
I kneel,gathering shards to mend my heart
Only to piece together a battlefield
What“eternal love”—all hollow deceit
How foolish I was,to treasure it so
If this is love,why is it a war
I won,but left in ruins, while you walked away with a smile
How do I forgive the absurd past
You tore my soul into an escape pod
The worst isn’t you healing with someone new
But you saying she reminds you of the old me
That second—I shattered like glass in the air
The cruelest isn’t your absence from my future
But how you crushed my“I do” into a cheap lie
Now she wears my dream on her ring finger
Laughing with the light I once mortgaged
If devotion is the original sin
Sentence me to silence,but not here
Not under the cherry tree where we first kissed
Don’t let me kneel into a blood-stained chapel
The first chapter of a debt never repaid
If tears could travel back to the moment we met
I’d turn away smiling,never look back
If this devotion is the yellow millet dream that forged me
I’ve already drunk the scalding taste of shattered dreams
No need to erect a monument on old ground
I’ll build my temple from these lingering shadows
If tears could travel back to the scene we met
I’d tell the me of that time
You were light all along
why borrow anyone’s palm to bloom
Now every song sings only for me
All the pain brewed into a stubborn pride
That half a life you borrowed—keep it
That half a life you borrowed—I’ve reclaimed it
My new prologue begins
You’re not even a punctuation mark
Love,in the end, was just a passing scene
A gust of wind—the old me buried with fallen leaves
The eternal love I offered once
But the eternal me
Is only now,in the ruins, breaking into dawn
