Uncertainty (Explicit)

I am a wandering shadow

In a strange world

Full of scum pretending to be kind

Trapped in a world that disgusts

With an unstable mind

Incapable of doing good

A place where hatred

And deceit abound

My place is not here

Surrounded by false faces

That disguise betrayal

There's no kindness

Or appreciation for me

Not a bit of that shit

They call"love"

Just lies hidden

In beautiful faces

Dark desires abound

That cloud my mind

My demons scream at me:

"End this farce"

My only wish

To get out of here

To be somewhere

Far away in the dark

Where no one exists

Just one damn wish:

To escape from here

But life won't let me

I'm forced to stay here

Not knowing if this

Is good or bad

I did the best I could

I tried

I wanted to love

And be loved, (be loved)

To have someone

With me to rely on

Just more torture for me

(Oh for me)

Nothing can change

If you only do good

In a place where farce abounds!!!