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I wish I knew of myself

The way I thought I had

Before

Am I awake

Is this home

Is this fake?

Could this be my happy place?

Am I ready to feel this way?

‘Cause I know that I’ve been patient for weeks

Something don’t feel right and I don’t know what it is

And after lies and lies I say I’m fine

Never used to cry, I cry

I waste my time

Honestly

You’d know that I don’t get enough sleep

If you took one look, if you still realise it's me

At least I’m tryna survive

Okay I lied

Maybe it’s better if the line before was just a lie

I’m saying

Ooh

I don’t think I have another clue

Where I am and what I gotta do

Gotta do gotta do

Everyone says it gets better soon

I think my soon may be overdue uh

I swear

There’s no way I’m there yet

Not at home

I don’t think I can stand

Feel like I’m losing ya

Vision blur

And my skin is looking pale I’m sure

Forest leaves in my shoes

My socks are red I know

Bloody trees

Think I’m starting to see the crows

Almost home

GPS says that I’m almost home

2 more roads

Turn the corner then my face might glow

I can’t wait

Family waiting for me know I’m close

Celebrate knowing that I’m getting close to home

‘Cause I know that I’ve been patient for weeks

Something don’t feel right and I don’t know what it is

And after lies and lies I say I’m fine

Never used to cry, I cry

I waste my time

Honestly

You’d know that I don’t get enough sleep

If you took one look, if you still realise it's me

Don’t even wanna survive

I’m not gon’ lie mmm

I’m saying

Ooh

I don’t think I have another clue

Where I am and what I gotta do

Gotta do gotta do

Everyone says it gets better soon

I think my soon may be overdue uh

I swear

There’s no way I’m there yet

Not at home

Not at home

Ah

Mmm