I Am So Paranoid

1st Verse

There are times when I feel like it’s just me against the world

I Can’t trust nobody ‘cause I feel like they put through hell

Broken in the inside I’ve been told that by --- every girl

That I been wit – they made believe –I’m not capable to show love – to nobody else

also, they are people that believe: what I’m doing ain’t enough to save myself

Void from a broken home made me not to ask for help

I don’t trust nobody –I’m trapped with these issues

Voice in my head saying: always people leave you.

Girls that I broke their hearts saying: women hate u

I can hear My Block saying: Slim, we don’t need you.

Looking at my nephew – busy thinking maybe

He also really thinks that man I’m going crazy

What if all my friends thinking that I’m going lazy

Outcast from my FAM cause I’m not friendly

2nd Verse

Shooting down how I feel – bottle after bottle

Some many message I ignore from bottom of the bottle

When I’m with my niggas I’m no longer taking photos

Worried that social media will leave me exposed

To my frenemies I can feel them getting close

I’m not myself when I’m with girls not even close

I have a fear of; “what if they disclose”

What they know about me to the next man in line

I keep it to myself – I’m not – the one to Pry

As a child – I’ve been disappointed way too many time

I only feel safe – in the business world because I know exactly what I’m getting myself in

The profit, the losses, no feelings, of feelings

Can’t help it – I’m changing

Denying – my feelings

I feel it

I’m at war with myself that I know pretty well.