Still Here (Explicit)

Something on my side built me up

and gave me pride helped me cope helped me survive

a choice in life

helped me define myself in time

of both body and mind how you live is

Your choice

I hold this close

to me

I know its hard enough as it is

Trying to motion through everyday b******t Growing up fast

Seeing my

Mother fall helplessly victim to

Substance abuse

F**k

If I'll ever become that

A better life better chance

Better plan

Still learning

Still listening

Still searching

For my myself

I know its hard enough as it is

Trying to motion through everyday b******t This is for us the few left

The ones still standing. F**k what they think Still here. Still clean.

For Susan Griffith, eating pills

My brother Shawn, A drunk driver killed

In this life

my choice remains the same

Forever unchanged