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Pretending Too Much - NiExshadow
I smile like nothing's broken
But inside I'm falling apart
You left without a warning
Now I'm hiding all the scars
Every room still feels like you
Every shadow whispers lies
I say I'm fine to everyone
But I'm dying deep inside
Cause I've been wearing bravery
Like a fragile cracking mask
Trying hard to move along
But my strength will never last
I'm pretending too much
Acting like I don't miss your touch
But the truth keeps bleeding through
I'm still in love, still lost in you
I keep telling myself I'll be strong
But without you I don't belong
I've been holding it in for far too long
I'm pretending
Pretending too much
I laugh in crowded places
But it never reaches my eyes
They say time will heal my heart
But they don't hear how hard it cries
I replay our final moment
Every word cuts like a blade
I keep saying I'll forget you
But promises always fade
So I bury all the hurting
In the darkest part of me
Still hoping you'll come back someday
Even though it can't be
I'm pretending too much
Acting like I don't miss your touch
But the truth keeps bleeding through
I'm still in love, still lost in you
I keep telling myself I'll be strong
But without you I don't belong
I've been holding it in for far too long
I'm pretending
Pretending too much
If I could stop and say I would
If forgetting you was easy I should
Every heartbeat whispers your name
Every memory feels the same
And I'm so tired of this game
Cause I'm pretending too much
Acting brave when life feels crushed
I still reach for you at night
I still fade without your light
And I know I should let you go
But my heart refuses to know
I've been hurting in silence all this time
I'm pretending
Pretending you were ever mine
