Lost Time (Explicit)

Lost Time lost reality lost my soul where'd it go who know's

will I find it when I hide it and forget where I put it would it be friendly would it be willing to end me when I'm empty it's windy this wind isn't calming just blowing things that once would become dreams it seems I've lost myself and on my way to hell what am I doing always the

Lost time, lost mind, can somebody find me

Shadows in my room and the silence reminds me

Ran from the light now the darks right behind me

If I lose myself tonight, will anybody find me

or are you wanting to do things that society is disapproving it's disappointing to all my friends and family can we restart from the beginning where Charlie's bitten the tip and where would have been elevating to levels unheard of above birds observed obscured blurred out the curse words cuz on earth shit always gets worse before it gets better unless all of this endeavor is for the cheddar forever after I met her writing letters through typing exciting *cheering* it frightening it's my thing to heighten and become a titan nail bitting hanging on the edge of mystery forgetting history like living in Missouri in a hurry to marry until shit would get harry and she'd want to bury me in fury it's scary their cheering as hold those memories dearly she would eventually fear me for no reasons eating at seasons I'm the heathen still breathing believing in treating people fairly you dare me I'll do it there's plenty to get through it I'm clueless Move bitch get out out the way

Lost time, lost soul, I been running from the pain

Every step, every breath, feel the thunder in my brain

If I fade into the night, will you call out my name

Can you pull me from the edge or will I burn in this flame

I'm afraid you won't be paid today maybe tomorrow after I barrow your car yo to bury my sorrow it's hard tho visible scars makes the conscious honest it takes the longest for things to go wrong with everything I'm just bettering myself to get me outta this hell what the hell did you tell them that this this shit I'm selling isn't legit it's not a nice fit I still stay lit and will admit to all my flaws grandma grandpa and cracked jaws way later on feeling so wrong is karma coming for me shit is so boring sleeping just snoring dreaming of mornings with you next to me rest in peace fuck her she cheats hungry good eats dope beats lungs wheeze bitch please you can't just tease knowing I'm the bee's nee's hunting for g's read the small print when I'm making dents and pitching the tents not paying rent so sick then a natural eviction only when you. listen but your just hissing on a mission doing the ass kissing I see this and don't miss the A list so much money and their just pissed dissed to the point where I cut my wrist get the gist I am the gift of gab paying the tab unless we just dash out the door