Control Freak (Demo|Explicit)

I'm so good at

Hiding sadness like a secret

Shit, they see it

How'd you notice?

Don't ask me if I'm okay

I'm not sure if anybody

Gives a **** about it anyways

Til they tell me

"Just sit down, be quiet"

How do I reconcile that?

And if no one's listening

Maybe that's fine

I can finally say things

Nobody likes

Like sorry I bring in such a bad vibe

I wish I was different

But the grass is greener

Wherever it grows

And I'm sick of all

Those storybook tropes

Search the field

For pieces I broke

I wish I was different

Different, different, different

I I I

I'm such a big fan

I really like me

I kinda wish that you could like me

Like I like me when I don't hate me

Cause when I like me, I really do

I'm a control freak

It's really dicey

Let me explain that

Wish you could see me exactly

How I wanted you to

(I'm a control freak)

(That would be easier

(I wish I was different)

(For me, that would be easy)

(I'm a control freak)