[00:00.30]Starting to Scare Me - Katelyn Tarver
[00:11.36]There's a girl on the internet and she drives me insane
[00:16.33]I should probably look into it but I'd rather complain
[00:21.37]I throw gas on the fire 'cause I don't wanna change
[00:26.61]I just keep choosing the pain
[00:31.49]There's a crack in my windshield
[00:34.01]I probably won't ever fix
[00:36.52]I've been breaking my neck so
[00:39.40]I can see around it
[00:41.67]And I know I know better but
[00:44.65]I'm stubborn as ****
[00:46.58]I'm just a sucker for it
[00:50.86]I keep digging myself deeper
[00:55.73]I'm not mad about it either
[01:00.63]Maybe I should care
[01:03.14]Maybe I should stop
[01:05.63]But the more I wear it the more I like
[01:10.78]How it feels on me
[01:13.08]Have I lost my mind
[01:15.77]I'm still me but barely
[01:18.50]I'm starting to scare me
[01:22.28]I live in a city where everybody's a critic
[01:27.31]I guess that it's made me a little too analytical
[01:32.48]I'm picking apart things I actually like
[01:37.24]'Cause I wish they were mine
[01:41.33]I keep digging myself deeper
[01:46.20]I'm not mad about it either
[01:51.11]Maybe I should care
[01:53.50]Maybe I should stop
[01:56.13]But the more I wear it the more I like
[02:01.21]How it feels on me
[02:03.62]Have I lost my mind
[02:06.53]I'm still me but barely
[02:08.80]I'm starting to scare me
[02:13.29]I'm self destructive
[02:15.72]I wish I wasn't
[02:18.30]I'd rip out my heart to feel it
[02:23.29]'Cause feeling something's feeling something's
[02:26.05]Better than nothing better than nothing
[02:28.44]Even if it kills me
[02:30.68]Oh maybe I should care
[02:33.99]Maybe I should stop
[02:36.54]But the more I wear it the more I like
[02:41.52]How it feels on me
[02:44.23]Like I'm tearing down walls I built carefully
[02:49.47]I'm starting to scare me
[02:54.50]I'm starting to scare me
[02:56.84]I'm still me but barely
[02:59.31]I'm starting to scare me
[03:05.13]Starting to scare me