Sunlit Bouquet - acupofnote
Lyrics by:미란 조
Composed by:미란 조
Said your name once under my breath
Then forgot everything after that
Couldn't stay focused all afternoon
Even these words came out strange
Read your last reply again
Then lock my screen right away
People talked beside me softly
None of it stayed in my head
All day long my thoughts kept landing
Only where you might be next
Spent too much time choosing flowers
Changed my mind more than twice
Wanted every color somehow to resemble this inside
Now your face keeps interrupting
Every sentence in my mind
Soon I'll have to stand before you
Without hiding this tonight
Sunlit bouquet
Held too carefully between my fingers
You look over smile a little
Suddenly my timing scatters
Sunlit bouquet
Your expression turns warm slowly
Before any words can reach you
You already read the whole thing
Ah ah ah
Can't act natural anymore
Ah ah ah
Everything slips out too easily
Try pretending I felt normal
Friends could tell that wasn't true
Every answer sounded shorter
Every silence pointed to you
Your voice lingered after calling
Long beyond the conversation
Even after everything ended
My attention stayed there frozen
Kept rehearsing tiny phrases
Then erase them one by one
Nothing sounded close enough
To the way this actually feels
You step closer
My thoughts disappear now
One brief moment and my balance breaks down
Every careful act abandoned the instant eyes connect
Laughing too early
Missing my word
It's moving awkward
Heartbeat uneven
Trying to tell you
Feeling halfway
Somehow you understand before I finish
If this turns clumsy for a minute
That would probably suit me more
You've already seen the honest version
Hidden underneath my calm before
Sunlit bouquet
Almost slipping from my nervous hands now
One small glance and every feeling rushes straight into the open
Sunlit bouquet
Standing closer than I imagined
Your quiet smile pulls every guarded
Thought out into the daylight
Hmmmm
Couldn't stop smiling afterwards
Hmmmm
Even after you walked beside me