Tukutendereza

Tukutendereza Yesu

I am figuring things out

Am I home or am I not home?

Sometimes here, I'm filled with doubt

Under sun feel I belong here

But then I feel I stick out

My skin soft, it is at ease here

But my voice makes foreign sounds

And I don't know

Which way I should go

Pull apart everything I know

Two lands, call neither one home

Tukutendereza Yesu

But I've loved this winters mouth

I am cold and bigotry stays here

Psychosis has worn me out

No longer believe in saviours

I have tried to be devout

I am struggling with changing

To decolonise my house

And I don't know

Which way I should go

Pull apart everything I know

Two lands, call neither one home

Tukutendereza Yesu

I am figuring things out

Am I home or am I not home?

Sometimes here, I'm filled with doubt