Lost Days Freestyle (Explicit)

Solitude

The state or situation of being alone

Its Courage take him in

You know sometimes in life when you have lost days and that

Just feel lost and confused you just got a write your thoughts out of your head

Courage

Sitting in my room blazing Ona zoot

Debating should I go buck a ting or hit the booth

My bradda told me keep rapping cause there's no one like you

Cause Anything I say is from the heart that's gods truth

I ain't taking no vaccine from any needle

Something ain't right I get vibe that it's evil

How can I trust the government when they killing off our people

It's 2022 & racism around how we ain't equal

Reminiscing about my teenage years it was so lit

Summer 012 hella house party's on the strip

Them times I was 17 tryna get rich

Never got nicked for drugs they knew me as a violent kid

Everything I done just know I did it fora reason

I've come along way battling my demons

I can't lie on my life they been fighting back recent

Tryna drag me down cause I'm close to feeling Freedom

My nigga out here dropping parcels like he's on a mission

Studied the roads & the codes he done his revision

That's paid in full hustlers ambition

I ain't talking rimzee when I say he had split decisions

Can't tell about the roads I was born trappy

Way before we had WhatsApp Insta snappy

All I had was my dro brick phone and some baggys

Made a change now these niggas moving mad wit me

But where was they when I was locked up on that damn wing

Didn't send me no money to get canteen

Didnt check on my mum and ask how I've been

No visits no letters not a dam thing

Plus I lost your son at the same time

Can't lie that's the first time that I really cried

Hate to see something I love gone but that's the way of life

And that even half the stress I got on my mind

But I still keep going

Keep my boat floating cause I ain't tryna sink in the ocean

Hella ups and downs these last years but I'm coppin

Had to keep my head up thur the struggles just to progress

What you know about taking Lz & had to start again

Within the hour I turned a whole q to a Z

I'm anti social person I don't have a best friend

Realist in the streets and I ain't even gotta pretend

Remember when I first picked up a pad & a pen

Way back then I was writing all these thoughts in my head

Could of been a baller & made it out the ends

Instead I went half's Ona pack and made a lot of bread

I love it when the phone line active

Chasing all this lizzy ain't got time for distractions

But don't get twisted i'll still go savage

Or send one of the hitters or YGs to go bang it

you ain't ever been in the ride with a cannon

With CIDS behind the whip & told bro don't panic

2 minutes later they turn and they vanished

Could of been high speed chase all havoc

Lightskin gyal she pretty she knows about me & heArd of the gossip

Good Couple shots of the Wray she wanna move demonic

Sucking on it like a magnum chocolate

Ever since I Digga and gave her D she tryna say I'm toxic

The relationship ting I ain't on it

Call up the plug & ask him for the damage

4quid for the cookie no cappin

Do the maths

Everytime the pack comes thur it's gone like magic

Bradda