Mourn (Explicit)

I'm at a loss

I don't know what to do with myself

I can't begin to even try

I've lost too much already

The old me is dead and he's gone

The old me is dead and he's gone

Now my heart is consumed with vengeance

I will not sleep until they all receive their penance

I swear to Christ they have already dug their own graves

Need a way to find them

Put them in their place

Don't tell me!

How I should feel!

I'll feel how I want!

You'll just have to deal!

Don't feel sorry for me!

Be angry with me!

Maybe even afraid of me!

So stay away from me!

You did not!

Get me back!

I died on that table!

It's just a fucking fact!

I'm 100%

Dead inside!

Just a shell of my former self!

It is no lie!

Bury me six feet deep!

Underneath broken hopes & dreams!

Tear me apart piece by piece!

Rebuild me into my destiny!

A killing machine!

This life has a funny way

Of killing dreams before they are even made

Suicide is on my mind

But retribution pushed that all of that aside

Can't stop me!

It's happening!

With or without you!

On my team!

But if I were you!

I would choose wisely!

Cause never know!

What happens if you fall behind me!

You did not!

Get me back!

I died on that table!

It's just a fucking fact!

I'm 100%

Dead inside!

Just a shell of my former self!

It is no lie!

Bury me six feet deep!

Underneath broken hopes & dreams!

Tear me apart piece by piece!

Rebuild me into my destiny!

A killing machine

Still at a loss

I don't know what to do with myself

I can't begin to even try

I've lost too much already

The old me is dead and he's gone