Ringside - Julien Baker
Lyrics by：Julien Baker
Composed by：Julien Baker
Beat myself until I'm bloody
And I'll give you a ringside seat
You say that it's embarrassing
I'm sorry that you had to see me like that
So you could either watch me drown
Or try to save me while I drag you down
I wanna fix it but I don't know how
It isn't fair to make you wait around
While all your friends are goin' out
Jesus can you help me now
Trade me in for a briar crown
Is there anybody coming back for me
If they ever were they are not now
So what's there left to talk about
I'm holding on just like a scratch off ticket how I
Dig my nails into your skin
Honey I'm not stupid I know no one wins this kind of thing
It's just another way to kill an hour wishing I were different
Nobody deserves a second chance but honey I keep getting them
Like a scratch off ticket how you
Dig your nails into my skin
Honey I'm not stupid I know no one wins this kind of thing
It's just another way to kill an hour wishing I were different
Nobody deserves a second chance but honey I keep giving them
