(Verse 1 — quiet, late-night)
2AM and I’m staring at my phone again,
Writing out the things I know I’ll never really send.
Every little word feels heavy when it doesn’t end,
Funny how the silence always hits me like a friend.
(Pre-Chorus — soft build)
I don’t wanna fall that deep,
I don’t wanna lose my grip—
Every time I almost speak,
I just let it slip.
(Chorus — SAD + BOUNCE)
Yeah, I’m typing then I ghost,
Saying everything and then deleting what I wrote.
Acting like I’m fine but I’m barely staying close,
’Cause I’m one breath away from letting you know.
Yeah, I’m typing then I ghost,
Trying not to fall back into things I can’t control.
I don’t wanna want you but I do the most—
so I’m typing… typing… then I ghost.
(Jersey bounce + chopped vox: “typing— ghost— ghost—”)
(Verse 2 — honest, controlled)
Everybody says I should be moving on by now,
But they never saw the way you held me when I drowned.
Healing isn’t easy when the memories get loud,
So I keep the words inside instead of letting them fall out.
(Pre-Chorus — same, softer)
I don’t wanna fall that deep,
I don’t wanna lose my grip—
Every time I almost speak,
I just let it slip.
(Final Chorus — slightly bigger but still soft)
Yeah, I’m typing then I ghost,
Saying everything and then deleting what I wrote.
Acting like I’m fine but I’m barely staying close,
’Cause I’m one breath away from letting you know.
Yeah, I’m typing then I ghost,
Trying not to fall back into things I can’t control.
I don’t wanna want you but I do the most—
so I’m typing… typing… then I ghost.
(Final bounce — soft chops, no hype)
