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July fourteenth
All everybody do is lay
We lay all day
Even I lay
And I hate it 'cause I feel so unproductive
The days
They goin' by fast too
It's already been a week
That's really fast
And we came across so many blessings
And yet I still feel the same numbness
I want to appreciate every moment
And not feel entitled to the things that people do for me
Then it hits me
Do more kind things
So I can know what it feels like
I feel mostly envy at times
Special
Unspecial
Lazy
Critical
Entitled
Lazy
And unloved
I'm constantly reminding myself
Why I am just so I wasn't treated like I'm at home
I mean
We freaking crossed an entire sea
The most high goddess here safe
There has to be a reason for that
Right
It's all passing by
By
It's all panning
Been a week
Yet I feel passing
Numbness
