[00:01.09]Built a fortress trading memories for always feeling empty
[00:02.60]筑起堡垒 用回忆换取永恒的虚无
[00:04.24]Lost purpose running from my pain
[00:05.21]迷失方向 逃离我的痛苦
[00:07.76]I made a prison shining trauma and never found Nirvana
[00:09.54]打造闪耀创伤的牢狱 从未寻得涅槃
[00:11.16]Sold cyanide for Novacaine
[00:12.21]卖掉毒药却换成麻药
[00:14.35]I’ve learned that there is no healing in not feeling anything
[00:16.84]我明白麻木不仁无法治愈伤痛
[00:18.52]I’m just a cage of skin that threw away the key
[00:20.59]我只是丢弃了钥匙的皮囊牢笼
[00:22.04]To fall apart right now that’d feel like ecstasy but
[00:24.12]此刻崩溃会像狂喜般美妙 然而
[00:25.55]These walls weren’t built a break
[00:26.74]这些围墙本非为坍塌而造
[00:27.57]I really wish that I could cry right now
[00:28.98]我多希望此刻能放声哭泣
[00:30.30]I really wish that I could let this out
[00:31.84]我多渴望能将情绪释放
[00:35.03]Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
[00:37.12]百万思绪在脑海 皆欲置我于死地
[00:38.33]I’m too good at holding them down
[00:39.87]我却擅长将它们压抑心底
[00:41.24]I really wish that I could cry right now
[00:42.57]我多希望此刻能放声哭泣
[00:44.18]But I’m afraid that I’ve forgotten how
[00:46.07]但恐怕我已忘记哭泣的方式
[00:48.29]Being numb’s how I cope with the hell that I’ve known
[00:51.67]麻木是我应对熟悉地狱的方式
[00:52.69]But the silence is making me drown
[00:53.72]但沉默正使我窒息沉溺
[00:54.85]I really wish that I could cry
[00:55.91]我多希望能够哭泣
[00:58.05]I really wish that I could cry
[01:00.07]我多渴望能够哭泣
[01:02.44]I’ve had to wear a thousand faces
[01:03.88]我被迫戴上千万张面具
[01:04.81]Be fake to just replace this panic that my past holds tight
[01:06.81]用虚伪取代被过往紧缚的恐慌
[01:09.33]Now every feeling’s lost it’s flavor cause I feel so much safer
[01:12.31]如今所有情感都失去味道 因冰冻状态
[01:13.25]As frozen than in fight or flight
[01:14.62]比战斗或逃避更让我感到安全
[01:14.27]I’ve learned that I’d rather suffer I would rather agonize
[01:19.05]我宁愿承受痛苦 甘愿忍受折磨
[01:20.74]Than lose the little things just for the alibi
[01:22.44]也不愿为借口失去珍贵点滴
[01:23.57]That taste of tender love is worth a sacrifice
[01:25.92]那温柔爱意的滋味值得牺牲换取
[01:27.05]I’m living not alive
[01:28.05]我虽生犹死存续
[01:28.50]I really wish that I could cry right now
[01:28.64]我多希望此刻能放声哭泣
[01:32.28]I really wish that I could let this out
[01:34.20]我多渴望能将情绪释放
[01:36.57]Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
[01:39.33]百万思绪在脑海 皆欲置我于死地
[01:40.16]I’m too good at holding them down
[01:41.77]我却擅长将它们压抑心底
[01:43.04]I really wish that I could cry right now
[01:44.56]我多希望此刻能放声哭泣
[01:45.62]But I’m afraid that I’ve forgotten how
[01:47.54]但恐怕我已忘记哭泣的方式
[01:50.29]Being numb’s how I cope with the hell that I’ve known
[01:53.53]麻木是我应对熟悉地狱的方式
[01:54.45]But the silence is making me drown
[01:55.58]但沉默正使我窒息沉溺
[01:57.56]My life is full of love but I’m empty
[02:00.12]我的生活充满爱我却空洞无比
[02:00.86]Cause I’ve been so afraid of remembering
[02:02.59]因为我如此恐惧回忆
[02:04.28]I just want to break down
[02:05.26]我只想彻底崩溃
[02:06.15]I’m ready
[02:06.79]我已做好准备
[02:07.85]So let me please
[02:08.89]所以请允许我
[02:11.80]I really wish that I could cry right now
[02:13.39]我多希望此刻能放声哭泣
[02:15.42]I really wish that I could let this out
[02:17.09]我多渴望能将情绪释放
[02:19.47]Million thoughts in my head and they all want me dead
[02:22.26]百万思绪在脑海 皆欲置我于死地
[02:23.09]I’m too good at holding them down
[02:24.68]我却擅长将它们压抑心底
[02:25.69]I really wish that I could cry right now
[02:27.36]我多希望此刻能放声哭泣
[02:28.86]But I’m afraid that I’ve forgotten how
[02:30.87]但恐怕我已忘记哭泣的方式
[02:33.23]Being numb’s how I cope with the hell that I’ve known
[02:36.30]麻木是我对抗地狱的铠甲
[02:37.17]But the silence is making me drown
[02:38.35]但沉默正使我窒息沉溺
[02:40.01]I really wish that I could cry
[02:41.20]我多希望能够哭泣