I break things just to feel control
Leave empty spaces in your soul
I say I don’t need anyone
Then hate the silence when you’re gone
I’m a beautiful kind of damage
A heart that’s lost its balance
I hurt the ones who get too near
Then beg them not to disappear
I wear my chaos like a crown
Push you close then drag you down
Every time you try to stay
I find a way to push away
I don’t know how to let you in
Without destroying everything
I’m a beautiful kind of damage
A heart that’s lost its balance
I hurt the ones who get too near
Then beg them not to disappear
I don’t know how to love you right
I only know how to hold too tight
If I’m the storm you can’t outrun
Why do I still need someone
I call it truth you call it pain
We’re dancing in a losing game
I draw the line then cross it fast
Like I was built to never last
I’m a beautiful kind of damage
A heart that’s lost its balance
I hurt the ones who get too near
Then beg them not to disappear
I don’t know how to love you right
I only know how to hold too tight
If I’m the storm you can’t outrun
Why do I still need someone