[00:00.22]Heather - grandson
[00:08.82]2017
[00:10.70]The first time you messaged me
[00:12.97]First fan I ever had
[00:15.23]Put me on when you were sad
[00:17.33]Said you hated growin' up
[00:19.47]You were sure that I'd blow up
[00:21.58]Shared my song with all your friends
[00:23.72]I could barely pay the rent
[00:25.98]Singin' to an empty room
[00:28.01]But I knew what I meant to you
[00:30.18]You got the X's tattooed
[00:32.25]Remindin' me I have you
[00:34.61]Never got to thank you
[00:42.76]I wouldn't be here without you without you
[00:49.33]Without you believin'
[00:51.25]And now that I'm here without you without you
[00:57.73]The words have no meanin'
[00:59.86]A promise was spoken you're gone and I'm broken
[01:04.06]Now I'm barely holdin' on holdin' on
[01:08.33]I wouldn't be here without you
[01:13.11]Why am I here without you
[01:17.39]2021
[01:19.45]Told me that you've come undone
[01:21.62]Lost your job and lost your dad
[01:23.61]Your biggest fan he's all you had
[01:25.95]X's covered up with scars
[01:28.04]On your arm from self-harm
[01:30.25]Message me I don't reply
[01:32.27]I wish I knew it was goodbye
[01:34.58]Singin' to a crowded room
[01:36.56]Saved a seat I look for you
[01:38.73]I made it to your hometown
[01:40.94]Guess I'm on my own now
[01:42.99]I wish I got to save you
[01:51.40]I wouldn't be here without you without you
[01:57.71]Without you believin'
[01:59.89]And now that I'm here without you without you
[02:06.26]The words have no meanin'
[02:08.45]A promise was spoken you're gone and I'm broken
[02:12.64]Now I'm barely holdin' on holdin' on
[02:16.88]I wouldn't be here without you
[02:21.67]Why am I here without you
[02:25.34]I wouldn't be here without you without you
[02:34.27]I wouldn't be here without you
[02:43.17]This is dedicated
[02:44.85]If you put me on your playlist
[02:47.15]If you showed up to the stages
[02:49.26]If I never get to say this
[02:51.27]I'm proud of you
[02:52.69]For all the **** that's drownin' you
[02:54.64]And all the noise surroundin' you
[02:57.11]Hope you find what I found in you
[02:58.81]And I hope that you grow old with me
[03:01.06]And we turn up 'til we're seventy
[03:03.42]Play me at your wedding and you never leave
[03:06.36]If you ever need anything and I don't pick up
[03:09.83]Well you still got a friend in me
[03:12.01]Wish I said all that to Heather
[03:13.98]Now I just hope she rests in peace