Holy Angel (Explicit)

If these walls could speak

I wouldn't have to make believe you're here

Holy angel just stop the fire that burns in me

I need a saviour cause I'm scared of me

I done been through hell and back

I'm seein' demons everyday callin' me Kettle Black

Perfectionists if you're perfect where your medal at

My life was goin' downhill I had to pedal back

These n***as always wanna talk about the lame s**t

If I looked back on my life I wouldn't change s**t

Maybe a couple more cars so I can lane switch

If I put that mic on silence and never sang s**t

This my life and this your job dawg

I'm too hot got me thinkin' did the clouds fall Probably not

S**t just put me back up in the bleachers

Back when all a n***a had was a pair of sneakers

All this stress on my chest I'm f**kin' having seizures

Nowadays havin' fun is f**kin' illegal

Walkin' with your head down that's not grown man s**t

I'm takin' over the game until I own that b***h

Yeah n***a in my hood them choppers always bustin'

N***as livin' day to day like tomorrow ain't nothin'

F**k love that s**t get in the way now

She lovin' every n***a a*s up and face down

Addicted to the game my young'ns use a 38 first 48

They gon' throw that s**t away bet they never catch a case

I'm gon' separate myself from all the lames

If I die and float away you gon' feel my mama pain

Sittin' in my room I'm reminiscin'

S**t I ain't have a pot to piss in

Family whippin' crack up in the kitchen

All eyes on me so pay attention

Got a problem with the DA should've stayed my a*s in VA

Thousand hours some bull pickin' trash up off the freeway

I'm the n***a that the kids lookin' up to

Straight A's now before they say"f**k school"

Ha and I don't bite my tongue for no weak n***a

Cause y'all never had to starve for a week n***a

No clothes but 44 to a house hold

Stomach growlin' but I kept my f**kin' mouth closed

If these walls could speak

I wouldn't have to make believe you're here

Holy angel just stop the fire that burns in me

I need a saviour cause I'm scared of me

Came in the game thinkin' music was the way out

To get us off the corners hit records was the pay out

Hard transitionin' from hustlin' 'til it's grey out

A decade with the devil lemme show you how this play out

Started as a duo didn't stay a duo

Things fall apart Ricky Martin left Menudo

Was a team of us everything was for the crew though

Never Rosé while my n***as sippin' Nuvo

So so records bought more d**e

Every record label dollar went to more coke

Ghetto rich but still scramblin' like we poor folks

We was all goin' left from what the Lord taught

The pressure my pride wouldn't let up

The way they took my n***as had us thinkin' we was set up

All at once so the pain hardly let up

Now this B***h mumblin' 'round the house about she fed up

Yugh when it rains it pours n***a

D**e boys expect the money hungry w***e n***a

Woo with my n***as and the feds

Do you think I give a f**k if Def Jam is in the red

They'll undership your record while they pillow talk in bed

So I never try to talk them m***********s off the ledge

"Jump n***a" like Joe Clark said

If you ain't tryna win then you better off dead gone

If these walls could speak

I wouldn't have to make believe you're here

Holy angel just stop the fire that burns in me

I need a saviour cause I'm scared of me