twentysomething (Explicit)

I look better when I mean it

wrongfully believe it

eating all this **** cause they said: don’t you eat it

calling all my friends out

young and drunk and too loud

say: **** the rules now

I’m crying when I want to

dropping out of Highschool

shitting on my exes so I’m looking like a fool now

writing stupid songs about whoever ran cause I ****ing can

I’m putting all the odds against me

all the odds against me

and I won’t

keep putting all the odds against me

all the odds against me

and I won’t

leave the club alone

leave the club alone

saying sorry when I’m not

trying to look hot

sexualizing everything so I might have a shot

kissing all those strangers

seeing I’m in danger

but like

nothing major

I’m only getting older

too much on my shoulder

hating everything, everyone, getting colder

imagining to much

not giving two ****s

but I think I suck

I’m putting all the odds against me

all the odds against me

and I won’t

keep putting all the odds against me

all the odds against me

and I won’t

leave the club alone

leave the club alone

leave the club alone

the club alone

Oh I’m done hurting myself

I wanna break through

put a book in the shelf

I don’t read it tho

A single mess upon the floor

where you stood and I adored

everything about you

I’m done hating myself

I wanna let go

don’t leave my bed

until it’s past four

a single mess upon the floor

where you stood and I adored

nothing about you

I’m putting all the odds against me

I’m putting all the odds against me

and I won’t

leave the club alone