I Learned to Track Everything - Judeo
You was spending, never counting
Swear I thought it never fade
Bought a shine, scared to balance
Let my pieces finna save
Lost some friends outside the margins
All that drama in the red
Every night I pray for silence
Still woke up with panic in my chest
I learned to track everything
Every dollar, every scar, every bless
Every late night call, every message I'm delaying
Every win, every loss I'm collect
I learned to track everything
What it costs me just to feel like I'm flexing
Putting numbers on the pain I've been carrying
Now I only spend love with intention
Color code on all my feelings
I can see where I went blind
Tiny notes along the timeline
Where I crossed my own lines
I was rich in all the vices
Broken patience, broken trust
Now I budget all my energy
You ain't taxing on my love
Check the ledger of my heart
Every line got your name in the dark
Had to write you off as a loss
Turn the heartbreak into write-offs, write-offs
Now I audit all the voices in my head
Only credit what be feeding me instead
Got receipts for the days I owe my quick
Now I'm saving every second that I get
