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Yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Uhhhhh
Yeah
Growing up in a haunted home
Where some of my relatives never seem to get along
It was always drama in the family
It broke my heart
9 years old when i started to feel alone
I needed an escape and i found the music
Now everytime there's problems i just get in my zone
And put my feelings in a song
The only way i know how to cope
My last hope
Now my mind the only place that i can call a home
But in my mind is an untameable war
Just constant arithmetics
Calculating future bags no doubts i'm gonna get it
Even though my mind ain't peaceful
Somehow it's aesthetic
Don't like being told sweet dreams
I guess i'm diabetic
I cannot afford to sleep
Say i'm not gon make it but
I cannot afford to flee
Always come at me with bullshit i cannot afford to see
And when it's allegations as always
I can't afford to speak
Yeah
I guess some things never change
No other way around it
Some things just meant to stay the same
Yeah
I guess some things never change
Yeah
My nephew looks at me and he sees a man
I look at him and i see my failures
Cause i told myself that by this time i would be my sister's saviour
And give him the life i always prayed for
Uh
My friends look at me and they a star
When i look at me i see a stranger
I'm still learning more about myself but one thing is for certain
I'm a born blessing still in the manger
I been through some shit and i been depressed for 61 weeks
Over shit that we expected to get over as men
That shit crazy to me
It's a whole lotta niggas who gon always say they got a lot more money to spend
That shit's not phasing to me
I cannot afford to sleep
Say i'm not gon make it but
I cannot afford to flee
But can they afford to speak
Cause i'm steady at they knecks so tell me now my nigga
Can they afford to breathe
Yeah
I guess some things never change
No other way around it
Some things just meant to stay the same
Yeah
I guess some things never change
Yeah
I guess some things never change
No other way around it
Some things just meant to stay the same
Yeah
I guess some things never change
Yeah
