I can't move
But I can see
I feel pain but ain't sure if it's real
Am I hurt or is this just a bad excruciating dream
I can't seem to close my eyes out of fear what daes this mean
Am I dead I can't remember what has happened
What I remember last is when our world fell into madness
I'd imagine thet I have been involved into an accident
Ahh
And now I feel it stinging my abdomen
What's happening there's actually a guy in the doorway
He feels my stomach and I'm feeling drastically more pain
I feel faint whan he says my heart has stopped beating
Said he got me back and patched me up stopped the bleeding
He said it's gonna be OK and that he won't be leaving
I try to say Thank you but then drift off to sleeping
When I wake up there's no one and the pain is kinda dull
But itfeels like there's a mountain that is weighing on my skull
And I'm hopping when I wake up everything will be alright
And That I'll sleep through without
Pain that keeps me waking up all night
But as it seems it wasn't that what was awaiting me tonight
When I wake up I felt better and embrace The rays of light
DAYZ
ALL THESE DAYS ARE GONE
AND I SEE
A NEW DAY A NEW DAWN
FOR I KNOW I WAS STRONG ALL ALONG
IT'S A NEW NEW NEW DAY
IT'S A NEW NEW NEW DAWN
IT'S A D D D DAYZ
BUT I GOTTA HOLD ON
I CAN'T FEAR
THIS NEW DAY THIS NEW DAWN
FOR I KNOW I WAS STRONG ALL ALONG
IT'S A NEW NEW NEW DAY
IT'S A NEW NEW NEW DAWN
After some more days and nights I realize that I was wrong
I expected I'd be back and safe by safety is now gone
There's no save There's no one There's no happy singing songs
It's just Hiding and surviving and I'm not back to being strong
And I can't get to keep on keepin on I still long for what I've lost
It's like one day You wake up and everything you had was tossed
And your mind is still too broken to remember how you coped with it
And you're still being busy coping with all This self loathing s**t
I'm hoping It will pass and I'll be back if just for my sake
I know it that I'm strong enought it seems to be my fate
I was here before I laid down I could have died but didn't stay down
I can't be too afraid now I am here and I'm awake now
So stand up for the first time in forever no more breakdowns
I was facedown for too long but It's time for me to brace now
To bail out of the longing for what I have longed before
Even though I have been weak I Know That I was strong before
It's just calm before the storm and I'll be d**ned If I stay torn
I can be some thing more I am just jammed between two doors
So I stand and I glance At the man I was before
I slam into THe door and my memory comes in short
I got shot
Yeah I remember now
And my friend got up to me and tried to help but I was blacking out
But where's he now Did he saved me was it him
I can reccolect the most just his face stays indistinct
But I think if it was It's my life That I owe him
And I can't just sit back after nights of not knowing
And I never said Thanks now that I can keep going
Now I'm back cause of that I will find him I know it
He got me back on my feet I don't believe he'd just leave
He's probably in some trouble So now It's him That's I need
And I will find him with ease cause I'm alive and awake
My mind is back on track see I know cause my name is BLAKE
