Dismay - Vesania
As you keep pushing forward
You hold on to righteous self
For self power sake
Prove you're not a coward
Go on with decisions to make
In consequence of your creation
Gods are crying in dismay
Visions of the future they will devour you
Reconciling with the past what a shame
Watch the answers change for
All questions you ever had
Comprehend
Cogitate
Realize
It's going nowhere obliterate
The point of absolute prostration
A man stripped down to the very fear
And none of you
Shall reach out to him
Drowned in disease
Crowned with your fears
Paralyzing self righteousness
All your loves gone in tears
So close
Yet so far
So distant
Yet so near
The aesthetics gives you joy
Sweetest of all decoy
Barely human
More like a creature
You may defend what's left
May pretend to live
Horrifying death you'll be facing
I've done everything you wanted
Like the ancient tragedy
You're not what you were meant to be
Means and ends are seen
Learning means finding out
What you may already know
But before the curtains close
To awaken all the hopes again
Deus ex machina
Is descending
From the top
The audience holds the breath
Faintly rising from their seats
Eyes wide open here comes their
Happy end there
But wait
There's a halter on his neck
Ghastly pale
Going down with the ropes
Averting human's fall in the hangman's dream
