Destroyer - Dead Man Winter
Little paper where you write down your disappointments
In a drawer right by your pillow all I can do is watch
Little children more beautiful than heaven
They run around together while I just curl up and cough
There were the oak trees and they were older than I remember
They are changing with the seasons and I will do the same
Yeah it's over and it hurts like hell to say it
But I'm churning under water what a peaceful way to go
And all of the boxes that are filled with my possessions
On the truck that I have hired it's outside beneath the snow
I thought I'd get up and go before anyone would know
I'm a disaster I am fading from your young life
I'm growing pale and ghost white with X's on my eyes
I'm a destroyer I'm burning in the starlight
All I wanted then was to die but you would not let me go
