Gone Weak - Aliza
I didn't mean to fall apart
I tried to stand like I was strong
But I've been tired for so long
I said I'd heal, I said I'd move
But every step leads back to you
I hold my breath, I bite my tongue
Act like the damage isn't done
I told myself I'd be okay
But something in me slipped away
Gone weak
When you left me here
I lost my ground
I lost my fear
Gone weak
Trying not to break
But loving you is what made me shake
I walk alone through crowded days
Still feel you in a thousand ways
Your name is quiet in my chest
A wound that never learns to rest
I smile like I'm not undone
Like I didn't give you all my love
But every night I still repeat
How something strong went gone weak
Gone weak
When you let me go
I stayed where you don't know
Gone weak
Pretending I'm okay
Wanting to see you gone away
Maybe strength is in staying low
Maybe it's better in how to fold
I loved you more than I could keep
And that's the moment that I went weak
Gone weak
And I feel it now
In every broken promise vow
Gone weak
Still holding you
Even when I'm supposed to move
Gone weak
Still loving you
