[00:00.99]You'd be here with me if I had my way
[00:04.01]Everything different I swear nothing is the same
[00:07.04]So many different faces I guess come with the fame
[00:10.15]Heart full of empty space I wish I could explain
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[00:14.44]If I had my way if I had my way
[00:19.36]
[00:20.60]If I had my way if I had my way
[00:25.21]Waking up in all these different places I don't even know the timezone
[00:28.27]Long nights pretty faces can't remember d**gs got my mind gone
[00:31.28]Stomach flippin' head spinnin' sunlight shinin' through the blinds strong
[00:34.38]Text message voicemail hundred missed calls on my call log
[00:37.62]Swear everything is different now
[00:39.01]Waking up kickin' b***hes out
[00:40.58]Any night a different city now
[00:42.13]Don't make sense to get a house
[00:43.86]Seein' s**t I can't figure out
[00:45.17]Conversations at Diddy house
[00:46.73]Everybody want the bigger crown
[00:48.28]Missin' Dunk wish he was with me now
[00:50.19]You'd be here with me if I had my way
[00:53.26]Everything different I swear nothing is the same
[00:56.24]So many different faces I guess come with the fame
[00:59.40]Heart full of empty space I wish I could explain
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[01:03.74]If I had my way if I had my way
[01:08.55]
[01:09.89]If I had my way if I had my way
[01:14.56]All these chains hanging from my neck
[01:16.34]These b***hes came for the check
[01:17.64]I was still thinking on my ex
[01:19.13]Couple n***as left after that
[01:20.68]All the pain came with the stress
[01:22.21]I was switchin' lanes in the 'Vette
[01:23.77]And I'm really lucky I ain't rent
[01:25.17]BY down to Mr X
[01:26.74]
[01:28.27]In the mirror wondering where Derez at
[01:29.93]
[01:31.40]Takin' d**gs tryna fight depression
[01:33.12]
[01:34.38]Fell in love swear I regret it
[01:36.00]
[01:37.39]Supposed to be here but she left
[01:38.98]Five years ended in a day
[01:40.57]Heart empty see it in my face
[01:42.12]I ain't ever been in love
[01:43.54]The whole time she was fakin'
[01:45.13]Fine b***hes with some pretty faces
[01:46.81]Only hittin' 'em when I'm in the states
[01:48.16]And I don't never say I love 'em
[01:49.68]But how I f**k 'em they'll think it
[01:51.29]Close my eyes and visualize the things I don't dream
[01:53.48]
[01:54.29]I can't lie I can't lie this ain't what I seen now
[01:57.48]Dreams turn to nightmares and now I'm scared of sleepin' now
[02:00.45]I'm laid up with a b***h I ain't supposed to be with now
[02:03.28]You'd be here with me if I had my way
[02:07.11]Everything different I swear nothing is the same
[02:09.94]So many different faces I guess come with the fame
[02:13.25]Heart full of empty space I wish I could explain
[02:16.47]
[02:17.59]If I had my way if I had my way
[02:22.35]
[02:23.67]If I had my way if I had my way
[02:28.48]
[02:29.56]If I had my way
[02:30.27]
[02:31.53]I probably wouldn't even be here
[02:32.67]
[02:34.53]Honestly I don't know where I'd be
[02:36.19]
[02:38.61]I was so lost so confused and misled
[02:43.99]
[02:46.19]I didn't know where I was goin'
[02:47.25]
[02:49.06]But if I had my way
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[02:51.61]I'd probably be back on the same s**t
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[02:56.34]Derez De'Shon