Stay Up - Jacob David
Open wounds won't close if you don't drop the knife
Shadow hearts grow cold from long and lonely nights
You will find peace along in your head
Don't doubt your mind and don't be scared to hide
Because when you jump off that ledge
You gonna fall a fly
Talking to God is some in my soul
Just don't sit right with me sometimes
Holding on but the way gets heavier at night
So I stay up and I smoke and I drink
And I pop these pills until I feel alive
I know everyone knows how it feels
To be out in the rain by yourself
Got no one by your side
And you try and you try and you try
And you try to maintain and just stay in the fight
But it's alright
Let your guard down once in a while
And just to give yourself some time
My mama told me if their hands out then you feed them
If they do you're wrong then you bleed them
My daddy said keep one in the head you might need it
You know this dress on your feet
So I stay up and I smoke and I drink
And I pop these pills until I feel alive
I know everyone knows
How it feels to be out in the rain by yourself
Got no one by your side
And you try and you try and you try
And you try to maintain and just stay in the fight
But it's alright
Let your guard down once in a while
And just to give yourself some time
Sometime
Give yourself a break sometimes
So I stay up and I smoke and I drink
And I pop these pills until I feel alive
I know everyone knows
How it feels to be out in the rain by yourself
Got no one by your side
And you try and you try and you try
And you try to maintain and just stay in the fight
But it's alright
Let your guard down once in a while
And just to give yourself some time
So just give yourself a break sometimes
