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What to do - KMurdock Music Group
Grocery store, aisle 9, I'm doing fine
Got the list, got the basket, I'm in line
Then some stranger laughs exactly like you did that
Hot one from the gut and something slid
Right out from under me
I left the cart
Sat in my car 20 minutes in the dark
Not crying yet, just stuck between the gears
Whole body waiting on a thing my brain won't clear
Drove home, put nothing away, shoes still on
Sat on the edge of something very wrong
Everybody said it moves in order
Gets a little lighter every quarter
But they lied, it doesn't work that knee
Doesn't work that knee
Cause I've been good
I've been so good for weeks
Sleeping through, eating right on my feet
And the smallest thing just takes me off the map
No warning sign, no dealer just collapse
Just collapse
And I don't know what I'm supposed to do with that
I don't know what to do with that
Three months strong, I reorganized the shelves
Laughed at dinner, even surprised myself
Turned the corner already, how could it be?
Then your area code popped up, a wrong number ring
1.5 seconds on the caller ID
Set me back to somewhere I don't want to be
Not the early kind, the kind that knows better
That understands you're gone and still won't weather
A single accidental brush against the nerve
I earned my peace or so I thought I heard
See, nobody warned me it can feel like progress
Then dissolve like I imagined all of it
That's the cruelest part of this
Cruelest part of this
Cause I've been good
I've been so good for weeks
Sleeping through, eating right on my feet
And the smallest thing just takes me off the map
No warning sign, no dealer just collapse
Just collapse
And I don't know what I'm supposed to do with that
I don't know what to do with that
What to do with that
People check on you the first month
Bring you things, say gentle stuff
By the fifth, they think you're through it
And you let them think enough
Cause explaining that it visits on its own clock, its own terms
Takes more energy than just pretending
That the lesson finally learned
But it didn't
Did it?
No it didn't
I've been good
I've been good for weeks
And in an order nothing brings me to my knees
To my knees
And I just
Yeah
Yeah
What to do with that
