I Messed Up - Joe Budden
This wasn't what it's supposed to be
I went from having fun to having fantasies
And i had every chance to get you away from me
But now i am just coming back like a pheen
You went from a slut to a friend
And i am loving how you are everything
Tryna lie and tell myself that you ain't anything
But i am in your bed with my phone off
Should be out the door but I doze off
When I know I should be leaving
But I can't control how I am feeling
I messed up I started to think
Wish I could leave her right after we finished
But I stayed in it
I messed up I feel in love with her
Not what I wanted or needed
But found it now tryna lose it
I messed up I messed up I messed up yeah
Never did it occure to me
That one night of passion could ever
Lead to you being the one for me
Can't believe I let you get close to me
I am out of my mind to ever think that I could
Keep this up without getting caught up with the reality
Tryna lie and tell myself you don't mean anything
But I am in your bed with my clothes off
Should put a condom on but we go raw
And I know I might be tripping
But I can't ignore how you feeling
I messed up I started to think
Wish I could leave her right after we finished
But I stayed in it
I messed up I feel in love with her
Not what I wanted or needed
But found it now tryna lose it
I messed up I messed up I messed up yeah
Check this
I mean we started out respectable
We just took our time but it opened mind
Wish you was bisexual
And now I am confused as I stare at the ceiling
While laying in bed with you
No senses likea vegetable
You the type of chick that I'd tell my niggers I'd never do
Was supposed to be the pop off
Top me off any time she got dropped off
Somewhere near all morals got lost
Looking like assault without a weapon shawty with her guard down
And me without protection
Was thought that you can't tame a hoe
But if you should try and get denied you shouldn't blame a hoe
That's the only game she know but I keep a poker face
With all the sh*t that I hear about her
Would be ashamed if niggers knew that really I cared about her
Started out respectable
We should of took our time but opened my mind
But she wat that flexable
We changed the whole set of rules
And honestly she might be the best mistake I've ever made
I messed up I started to think
Wish I could leave her right after we finished
But I stayed in it
I messed up I feel in love with her
Not what I wanted or needed
But found it now tryna lose it
I messed up I messed up baby I messed up
