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A Painful Memory - NiExshadow
I still wake up to the thought of you
Even though you're gone and I'm still bruised
Your name sits heavy in my chest
A ghost that never lets me rest
Every corner holds a piece of us
Photographs collecting dust
I try to live, I try to breathe
But every breath reminds me what I've lost
I keep telling myself I'll be fine
But I'm still stuck in your goodbye
Now you're just a painful memory
A wound I carry silently
A story I can't rewrite or mend
A love that died before the end
I whisper your name in the dark at night
Hoping somehow it'll feel alright
But all that's left inside of me
Is just a painful memory
I swear I hear you calling out
And I remember how you walked out
You left your scent inside my clothes
A gentle ache that never goes
Your laughter haunts my quiet nights
Your shadow fills the fading light
And every time I close my eyes
I fall back into our last goodbye
I tell myself the hurt will fade
But every day stays the same
Now you're just a painful memory
A wound I carry silently
A story I can't rewrite or mend
A love that died before the end
I whisper your name in the dark at night
Hoping somehow it'll feel alright
But all that's left inside of me
Is just a painful memory
Maybe in time the ache will fade
Maybe I'll learn to walk away
But right now your ghost holds on to me
Tightly as my own heartbeat
If letting go could set me free
Why does it hurt so terribly
Why does forever feel so short
When you meant everything to me
Now you're just a painful memory
A truth I carry helplessly
I loved you more than you could know
But you became the first to let go
I whisper your name though I know it's gone
Still hoping someday I'll feel strong
And until then all I'll ever be
Is holding on
To just a painful memory
