[00:27.04]Have I been keeping you sick
[00:29.37]Heres me believing a bleeding hearts just a quick fix
[00:32.80]All you needed was me
[00:34.34]Not my solutions or views
[00:35.72]I wish I could take all this pain back I've put you through
[00:42.26]I guess its too little
[00:43.58]Too late
[00:44.44]At least I can assure you
[00:48.24]I had the best intentions
[00:53.08]Its toxic
[00:54.82]Its noxious
[00:56.12]Ironically honest
[00:58.20]Get out tonight
[00:59.22]Don't say farewell
[01:01.40]Run for your life
[01:02.44]Go save yourself
[01:04.93]Its twisted
[01:07.78]Its bitter
[01:09.21]Its sickly sweet
[01:11.01]Get out alive
[01:11.98]While there's still time
[01:14.20]And don't you dare even consider a next time
[01:18.25]But through it all
[01:19.30]You managed
[01:19.88]I left you bruised and battered
[01:21.43]Took you for granted
[01:22.44]Took advantage and vanished
[01:24.06]And youd think that just for once in my life
[01:26.07]Id take a step back and maybe consider whats on your mind
[01:29.43]But no
[01:33.60]You're the strongest person I know
[01:43.45]At least I can assure you I'm afraid of my reflection
[01:52.56]No no no
[01:53.44]Its toxic
[01:54.08]Its noxious
[01:54.94]Ironically honest
[01:57.15]Get out tonight
[02:00.21]Don't say farewell
[02:05.34]Run for your life
[02:06.53]Go save yourself
[02:11.90]Its twisted
[02:13.38]Its bitter
[02:18.26]Its sickly sweet
[02:20.25]Get out alive
[02:24.02]While there's still time
[02:25.68]And don't you dare even consider a next time
[02:30.94]You're the strongest person I know
[02:47.53]I've never been one to express myself so directly
[02:50.67]More with imagery and symbolism
[02:53.13]Obscuring my faults behind a veil of metaphors and euphemisms
[02:57.00]But just for one moment
[02:58.22]I want to be open and honest
[03:00.44]If we can't express ourselves directly and be prepared to expect negativity
[03:05.17]Then well surely crumble under the weight of our insecurities
[03:08.63]To search yourself and come face to face with your demons is terrifying
[03:12.72]But if we can't face them
[03:13.91]Then how do we grow
[03:15.24]How do we recover
[03:16.51]Or know when were wrong
[03:17.68]And yes
[03:18.27]Its okay to be wrong
[03:19.76]And I have been wrong
[03:21.34]And I am wrong
[03:22.92]And I am wrong
[03:24.75]And this is me
[03:25.63]And in all honesty I'm not doing so well right now
[03:28.76]But at least I'm finding the courage to face myself
[03:31.68]Self deprecating
[03:33.05]Maybe
[03:33.64]Self absorbed
[03:35.04]Maybe
[03:36.31]Bravery
[03:36.90]Definitely
[03:37.65]I'm so sorry for all the pain and heartache that I've caused you
[03:41.59]I just want you to be happy in life
[03:43.78]Ill come and watch from afar
[03:45.62]And admire you and every bit of joy and success that comes your way
[03:49.24]I know that this is for the best
[03:51.19]But its been most difficult choice of my life
[03:54.41]I did this for you
[03:55.74]And knowing full well the consequences
[03:58.50]This is me and my acceptance
[04:00.51]All I ask is that you remember me as I walk away