Drown Me Slow

i got holes in my soul

and your voice in my head

every night feels colder

since you left me for dead

black nails, smoke clouds, i sleep through the day

hollow eyes, fake smiles, i push you away

loves a curse in disguise, you were poison and light

now im numb in the dark, fading out of the fight

dont save me, dont hold me

let me rot in the snow

you said forever

now youre just a ghost

drown me slow in your memory

every cut burns differently

you were heaven, now youre hell

and im the ash you couldnt keep

tear me down

bury me beneath your silence

i was love, now im violence

your name still bleeds in my mouth

tattooed your name on my chest

just to feel you again

now i wake up to smoke and regret

and a bed full of pain

i got holes in my soul

and your voice in my head

you were all that i had

now im better off dead