(Yeah)
Laying on my pillow
I'm looking at the ceiling
A deep sleeps everything that im needing
I close my eyes and my mind revealing
Images i don’t think I wanna be seeing
and deep breaths of stress that i seem to be breathing
Everything’s a lie and I’m no longer dreaming
The world was my paradise now filled with my demons
Knocking on my door asking for a cuppa tea
Come in
Good evening
I can’t see them leaving
May as well sit down Infront of the tv
and wonder why the three of get on so well
Even though I’m always freezing
Staring into space
I’m lost an all dazed
Feel like second place
They can see right through me
My whole body’s traced
Feel like a ghost in these walls
But why am I the only one breathing
Laying on my pillow
I’m looking at the ceiling
Stomach pain
For the cyclizine feeling
Swayed knees
Just one
Is all that im needing
I sit and I stretch
Hyperventilate on edge
The fear I can feel is like a dog in vet
Except I’d rather that needle so I can finally fucking rest
Or at best get this fucking little phobia
Straight of my fucking chest
When the Stars come out
They always make me smile
Shoot across the sky, wishing as they shine
Live in hope as i shiver
Praying to a god
That I don’t
Damage my motherfucking liver
I know how I’ll die
Am I ashamed
Nah I’ve tried
Am I to blame
Hands tied
and i know I’ve got an issue
I disappoint myself
In every step and every stride
Keep my head up so high
With a every ounce of my pride
To let you all down Deep inside
I’m disconnected from the world
Having the support then you left
Now I’m left with an urge
The sun doesn’t shine where I sleep
I’m scared because I’ll never be repaired
1x1 these voices
Tell me to burn
I’m first in line to hells gates
Cutting a long line that awaits
Mates with the dead
But they listen
By there graves
It’s the Only place I feel safe
