Never Knew (Explicit)

We was the perfect match,

happened so fast I dont get it,

I was hoping it would last,

Well it did but what i am sayin is,

It wasnt what we expected,

Maybe our dreams were over projected,

Time took its toll we all felt neglected,

But there aint a moment i look and regret it,

You smile is angelic and that explains where you came from,

Way too fine girl I can't front,

For yo love I was patient,

And of course I remember them nights,

Held you tight everything was ayt,

Give it to you all long through the night,

When its done get the blunt i ignite,

Gat to admit we both weren't perfect,

But at least we were worth it,

Couple problems tried to work it,

Trust issues started lurkin,

The bond loosened guess it had to happen,

Still want yo love i aint even cappin,

But i dont know if i need that,

I changed my focus to bloody rap,

Do i still lurk in your mind,

I got to know cause clearly it's obvious that you still lurk on mine,

Been waiting for a sign,

I just hope that you shine,

Whenever u need me just hit up my line,

You know the number to dial

Take my time and reminisce,

Never knew that we would be okay with this,

It was time i guess the changes fit,

Havin hard time gettin used to this.

See how could she do me like that,

yet she was on bout love and shit,

Claimed she got me and my back,

Such a fool... I believed it,

I Cannot lie it was cool,

On god I loved her company,

She had a nigga at ease,

Had me feeling fucking pleased,

Had me passing on some tens,

Cause she was sexy like a Benz,

Though she wasn't all that pretty,

She was still my fucking bitch,

Had me bragging to my boys,

Had me acting like a clown,

I didn't really give a shit,

Since I thought she was down for me,

Till I seen the bitch on her knees,

At this party with some nigga,

Yea I didn't know how to act,

I just go grab me some liquor,

Finna sip until I'm numb,

Yea I'm feeling like a bum,

Pull out my phone tryna write some bars,

Image fresh on my mind,

Now I'm getting kinda mad,

Call this bitch like you were you at,

At this party do you wanna come through,

To see you ride some fucking dick,

She like what you on about,

Tryna hide the fright in her tone,

Bitch I seen you with that nigga,

She like"baby"... Shut the fuck up!

Got no time for your bull,

Don't hit me with no stories,

I just want the fucking truth,

She go silent fir a minute,

Tell her find me on the roof,

If you tryna talk it through,

But the bitch she never showed,

Got me singing fuck love,

I'm finna just chase that coin.

Take my time and reminisce,

Never knew that we would be okay with this,

It was time i guess the changes fit,

Havin hard time gettin used to this.

Sipping drink I'm all up in my feelings,

singing fuck love I'm just finna make shillings,

Don't think My heart could take more,

Could we fuck and just stay friends,

And leave that bullshit for the birds,

Blowing tree I'm tryna catch a flight, ya

For love you left me with a fright, ya

Feeling shook as I'm looking for my light, ya

I don't know if I'm even ight now,

Wonder if I'll ever be alright, ya

Yeahh will I ever be ight, ya!