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Aspartame isn’t the same as real sugar, drinking Diet Coke never made me sweeter at all, just smaller than I was before, thought that if I were less of myself maybe he would want me more
But then the other day, I was on the internet, I read that aspartame is a carcinogen, am I at higher risk of cancer than all of my friends?
Changed my body and my hobbies, switched from regular to diet, used to wonder if being skinny would be worth it if I could die from it, but then I found out that being loved and being small feel synonymous, so I don’t know, if I could do it all again- would I still drink Diet Coke?
Nothing feels as good as water on an empty stomach, chewing sugar-free gum to try and curb my hunger, all my friends tell me I’m more than just “some stupid number” but nothing will taste as good as being small for summer
Changed my body and my hobbies, switched from regular to diet, used to wonder if being skinny would be worth it if I could die from it, but then I found out that being loved and being small feel synonymous, so I don’t know, if I could do it all again- would I still drink Diet Coke?
The only thing I’ve eaten today was a Tylenol to cure the sweetener headache, and if everything has side effects, starving for confidence seems like a fair trade
Changed my body and my hobbies, switched from regular to diet, used to wonder if being skinny would be worth it if I could die from it, but then I found out that being loved and being small feel synonymous, so I guess I already know, if I could do it all again, if I could do it all again, if I could do it all again, I would still drink Diet Coke
(I just like the way it tastes)
every t-shirt that own is two sizes too big, don’t want anyone to know I have a body
but even if I started wearing clothes that actually fit, my skin is still so tight I can’t breathe comfortably
and so it stretches, so thin it breaks, and that leaves little lines that are both angry and sad, and I am embarrassed and ashamed, of the red and purple stretch marks that litter my entire lower half
So I try to make myself look as small as I feel, I hunch my shoulders and avert my eyes
And I pray to God that someone can see the appeal of a person whose only pretty on the inside