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Suffering (Explicit) - Eliza McLamb
Lyrics by：Eliza McLamb
Composed by：Eliza McLamb
Produced by：Sarah Tudzin
Poor maudlin child so wise beyond my years sigh here
Such tragedy befell me so early Adam weeps
There's no responsibility when your life sucks this bad
But here's a secret that I keep please don't tell anybody
I get off on suffering
It's my favorite thing
If I'm without it I can't figure out the point of anything
I get fucked up I play the victim
Fuck myself to do it quicker
Oh yeah I get off on suffering
It's my favorite thing
My better days only terrify me
What do they mean?
One day I might have nothing left to write
Just golden light
But I know it's up to me
I can make anything
Even clear and perfect glass in my hands turns to sand
I get off on suffering
It's my favorite thing
If I'm without it I can't figure out the point of anything
I get fucked up I play the victim
Fuck myself to do it quicker
Oh yeah I get off on suffering
It's my favorite thing
Self-awareness on vacation
Over-explaining inclinations to self-sabotage
Really it's just my fault
I've put in all the work and what I've learned is I love to hurt
I search for the pain it feels so good to never change
I get off on suffering
It's my favorite thing
If I'm without it I can't figure out the point of anything
I get fucked up I play the victim
Fuck myself to do it quicker
Oh yeah I get off on suffering
It's my favorite thing
