Stalking your Instagram at 3 AM
Screenshots saved in my hidden folder
Know your schedule better than you do
This obsession's getting colder
Pretend we're friends but I want more
Acting chill when I'm dying inside
Watch you flirt with other girls
While I'm drowning in my pride
I'm going crazy, losing my mind
This addiction I can't deny
I'm toxic for you, you're poison to me
But I can't stop this fantasy
Delusional dreams that will never be
I'm toxic, so toxic, can't set myself free
Made up conversations in my head
Plan our future kids and wedding dress
You don't even know my middle name
But I've memorized your address
Self-destructive, losing control
This fixation's swallowing my soul
I'm toxic for you, you're poison to me
But I can't stop this fantasy
Delusional dreams that will never be
I'm toxic, so toxic, can't set myself free
Red flags everywhere but I'm colorblind
Therapy sessions can't fix my mind
I know it's wrong but it feels so right
Destroying myself just to feel alive
I'm toxic for you, you're killing me slow
This unhealthy love is all that I know
Addicted to pain, won't let you go
I'm toxic, so toxic, this is my low
