Down (How Many Times Can I Lose Everything?)

How many times can I lose everything, before I finally let go?

I fear I carry a weight that will never lighten

I feel a cold hand begin to tighten around my neck

I can see the end, how long, how long, til there's' nothing left

It’s hard to heal in the wake of sin, I feel it in every inch of my skin

I know what it’s like to feel alone

Something’s calling from the other side

I always feel like letting go

There’s a hole in my heart I want to follow you down

I can’t outrun the entropy when It’s inside of me

I’m the problem, it’s me

Should I put you out of your misery?

Cause, I can’t see, I can’t breathe, I can’t love, should I leave should I leave

I wish you’d hurt me again so I had a reason to leave

I know what it’s like to feel alone

Something’s calling from the other side

I always feel like letting go

There’s a hole in my heart I want to follow you down

I can’t outrun the entropy when It’s inside of me

How many times can I lose everything?

How many times can I lose hope?

How long can I take this suffering before I finally let go, let go

Hate fills this place where I had grace

I know what it’s like to feel alone

Something’s calling from the other side

I always feel like letting go

There’s a hole in my heart I want to follow you down

I can’t outrun the entropy when It’s inside of me