I don’t fall fast, I fall apart
Every promise leaves a mark
You say my name like it’s the truth
But I’ve heard lies sound just like you
I read your texts like warning signs
Every “baby” feels designed
I wanna breathe you in tonight
But my mind’s already on the fight
I wanna believe
But belief’s been breaking me
Every time I let it in
It learns exactly where to bleed
I’ve got doubt on repeat
They don’t sleep at night
Every word you say
Is a question mark
I want you close
But I keep my distance
There’s glass between us
Yeah, I feel you—but I don’t trust it
Ooh, I feel you
But I don’t trust it
Ooh, I need you
But I don’t trust it
You touch my hand like you mean it
But my heart keeps replaying scenes
Where I gave more than I got
And paid for love I shouldn’t have bought
I’m not cold, I’m just careful now
Built these walls, forgot how
To let someone see me crack
Without planning my escape path
I wanna believe
But belief’s been gaslighting me
Every kiss feels counterfeit
When I’m scared of what it might mean
I’ve got doubt on repeat
They don’t sleep at night
Every look you give
Feels like déjà vu
I want you close
But I keep my distance
There’s glass between us
Yeah, I feel you—but I don’t trust it
If you’re real, then stay
If you’re fake, don’t wait
I don’t need forever
Just something that won’t decay
I’m tired of guessing games
Love shouldn’t feel this unsafe
I’m standing here, wide awake
Afraid of what my heart might take
Tell me slow
Tell me straight
Don’t sell me heaven
Then hand me hate
I’ve got trust issues
But I’m still here
Still reaching out
Through all this fear
I want you close
