Windows fogged
Headphones loud
City crawling by
Eyes on the ground
Last bus 1 a m
Korean spot just closed
Grease stains on my hoodie
From the wings I chose
Got a text from my brother
Say he might relapse
He been clean four months
Now he typing all caps
Mom calling me"baby"
But my rent past due
Landlord on my voicemail
Saying"What you gon' do"
I just stare at my sneakers
Same pair since school
Bleached-out swoosh on the side
Look tired just like you
(I’m on the night bus back home)
Streetlights blinking like a warning
Tryna outrun my ghosts till morning
(But they ride along they ride along)
I’m on the night bus back home
Every stop replay my choices
Hear my past in stranger voices
(But I ride alone I ride alone)
Couple kids in the back row
Pass a vape talk loud
Say they"never gon’settle"
Say they love this town
I remember same grammar
Same cheap cologne
Drawing plans in the margins
Of a free take-home
Almost signed with a label
Homie hyped that dream
Paper looked like freedom
Fine print looked mean
So I stayed in my bedroom
Turned my fear to tracks
Put my pain in a notebook
Put my heart on wax
Dad text once on my birthday
"Hope you're doing alright"
I just stared at that message
Till it blurred in the light
He a ghost with a phone bill
Still haunt my day
Every silence between chimes
Got his face in the way
(I’m on the night bus back home)
Streetlights blinking like a warning
Tryna outrun my ghosts till morning
(But they ride along they ride along)
I’m on the night bus back home
Every stop replay my choices
Hear my past in stranger voices
(But I ride alone I ride alone)
If I make it out this winter
I’ma buy Ma heat
Fix the crack in her window
Get some rest some sleep
If my brother find his center
Put the pill down slow
We can laugh ’bout the nights
We was inches from gone
If this bus ride feel shorter
Than the year I had
Maybe next time these lights
Won’t look so bad
(I’m on the night bus back home)
Streetlights blinking like a warning
Tryna outrun my ghosts till morning
(But they ride along they ride along)
I’m on the night bus back home
Every stop replay my choices
Hear my past in stranger voices
(But I ride alone I ride alone)