Anomaly (Explicit)

I bite my tongue

You held your breath

We made peace with what's down beneath

I played it safe

You took the hit

And I blamed you every time I slipped

I broke your trust

You stayed so still

I take more than I give

Your empathy

Is lost on me

Treat me like I’m an anomaly

Keep feeding me

I’m swallowing

I can’t stop till I got everything

Some monsters wear a mask of sorrow

But I just wear what’s fucking left

I thought I could rebuild myself

With pieces I stole from someone else

Healing isn’t something you borrow

Guess I traded truth for sorrow

Too much too soon

You don't deserve the pieces

Rip out my voice

Can't stand the noise

Your empathy

Is lost on me

Treat me like I’m an anomaly

Keep feeding me

I’m swallowing

I can’t stop till I got everything

I gave what I would never give

You call it damage I call it me

Don't try to fix what I don’t feel

An anomaly that’s all I’ll ever be

This is all I’ll ever be

Keep on feeding me

You gave me everything

I don't deserve the ghost of you

You gave me everything

Fuck