[00:04.44]This isn't the life I wanted
[00:08.37]A dream that's long been haunted
[00:18.36]In the maze of this so -called life
[00:20.34]I'm a lost soul in endless strife
[00:22.32]The road I walk is full of thorns
[00:24.24]My hopes and dreams all torn
[00:26.01]I thought I'd reach the shining shore
[00:27.93]But here I'm stuck wanting more
[00:29.82]The stars I once chased are so far away
[00:31.62]In this cold world I'm in dismay
[00:34.23]I built castles in the sky
[00:37.95]But they all came tumbling by
[00:40.98]The plans I made so well -laid out
[00:42.93]Now lie in ruins no way out
[00:44.82]The future that seemed so bright
[00:46.68]Has turned into a colorless night
[00:50.49]I'm wandering in this desolate land
[00:54.21]Searching for what once was grand
[00:57.00]This isn't the life I wanted
[01:00.75]A story that's so wrongly plotted
[01:04.20]I'm adrift on an ocean of pain
[01:07.56]Hoping to break free from this chain
[01:12.00]This isn't the life I wanted
[01:15.72]The script has gone all unwanted
[01:18.24]I'm trapped in a cage of falsehood
[01:22.47]Yearning for the real for the good
[01:24.66]I see others living their best lives
[01:28.02]While I'm here in these broken hives
[01:29.82]The smiles on their faces so wide
[01:31.89]Mine are just forced to hide
[01:33.57]The love I thought I'd always find
[01:35.52]Has vanished like the morning rind
[01:37.32]The friends I counted on have gone
[01:39.45]Leaving me alone and forlorn
[01:41.49]I tried to fit in the mold
[01:42.96]But it was never meant to hold
[01:44.82]The passions that burned inside
[01:46.68]Were snuffed out by the outside tide
[01:48.57]The music that used to play in my heart
[01:50.46]Is now just a silent empty part
[01:52.50]I'm a puppet on a string
[01:54.33]Dancing to a tune that I can't sing
[01:57.51]Am I the only one in this mess
[02:01.17]Is there a way to find happiness
[02:05.37]I close my eyes and wish for change
[02:08.25]To turn this page and start anew again
[02:12.87]I reach out my hands in the dark
[02:16.20]Hoping to grasp a guiding spark
[02:20.55]Maybe there's a light at the end
[02:23.25]A chance to mend what's been amiss
[02:25.77]This isn't the life I wanted
[02:30.75]A story that's so wrongly plotted
[02:34.20]I'm adrift on an ocean of pain
[02:37.53]Hoping to break free from this chain
[02:42.03]This isn't the life I wanted
[02:45.66]The script has gone all unwanted
[02:49.50]I'm trapped in a cage of falsehood
[02:52.59]Yearning for the real for the good
[02:56.94]This isn't the life I wanted
[03:00.75]But maybe just maybe it's a start
[03:04.50]A journey to find what's truly mine
[03:08.13]To leave this old life far behind
[03:12.03]I'll face the storm I'll take the fight
[03:15.60]To make a life that feels so right
[03:19.44]This isn't the life I wanted
[03:23.97]But I'll build a new one undaunted
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