don't fall back into me (Explicit)

I used to cover my eyes

Pull the trigger so fine

To tell you

Why I lied again

I'm used to running away

'Cause I don't wanna stay

In this life

That we call pretend

Oh, won't you show me some signs

Another alibi might

Help you cover the tries

My friend

Oh, won't you pick me back up

I thought this

I thought this was different

I thought this was different, love

So don't fall back into me

I'll break eventually

And I'm so scared of what's clean

'Cause it's not meant to be

How can I

How can I

How can I

Kill off all my feelings

Justify

Justify

Justify

All your mental beatings

Rather die

Rather die

Rather die

In my state of being

I ****ed up deeper than before

My cycles resent the way to light

Way to light

And it's got me tight

Got me tight

Back into me

I'll break eventually

And I'm so scared of what's clean

'Cause it's not meant to be