Through It All (Explicit)

Wasn't in no streets

But I damn near seen it all

Always kept to myself

Didn't talk about what I saw

Rose from the bottom to the top

Then they fall

Lived with a lot of **** I seen

Now I barely talk

Seen death of the innocent

But I never mentioned it

Waking up with blood on my clothes

Ain't help me mentally

Parts of my story

I ain't looking for no sympathy

I know people been there worse

I can show some empathy

Danced with devil

He tried to become good friends with me

Bumping into death

He trying to get a hold of me

But my angels

Those my guardians

Never left them alone with me

God give hard battles to strong soldiers

Bro was telling me

Been through some shit

This the reason why it stuck with me

Made it back from **** that others couldn't

I mean that literally

Thinking you got one up on me

No you cannot **** with me

I ain't with that tough ****

But if I got to it ugly

Pain put more smiles on my face

Thought something was wrong with me

Had so many people around me

But felt more than lonely

Started questioning God

Why it take so long to notice me

Knowing that I'm grateful

But it's hard giving more of me

I know what I am blessed with

So why I can't be selfish

Hard for me to do what I want

Cross **** off my checklist

Triple 2 everywhere

They sending me a message

Tired of passing tests

Why I'm the one who learning lessons

Showed that I am grateful

Always sharing all my blessings

Why I can't be satisfied

Why my soul so restless

Tired of taking it for what it is

All I need is answers

I guess it taught me patience

Now I got some manners

Now I'm smooth damn near groove when I move with it

If I ain't got it imma get it don't care if you did it

My intuition something crazy imma a fool with it

Never sell my soul for fame respect I'll lose with it

Never talked down on me you forever cool with me

Forever love and love forever the type of mood for me

Never influenced by people they can never get through to me

Wiser than older niggas that's how it go usually

Wasn't in no streets

But I damn near seen it all

Always kept to myself

Didn't talk about what I saw

Rose from the bottom to the top

Then they fall

Lived with a lot of **** I seen

Now I barely talk

Seen death of the innocent

But I never mentioned it

Waking up with blood on my clothes

Ain't help me mentally

Parts of my story

I ain't looking for no sympathy

I know people been there worse

I can show some empathy